Gained.
I just found out I gained weight. I just want to crush the weighing scale. Oh no. I WILL NEVER TELL IT. I know they’re just numbers, I will not fear them. I screamed in my room, wanting to cry for the saddest truth I just can feel. BUT. Over and over again, I’ve been here, all the same issue, I don’t get the point why I can’t overcome it. I have to surrender again, and submit myself to the LORD. that HE is now the Lord of this area. Hypothyroidism, I cut you now, and you’re gone! In Jesus’ Name!!!
So now. I will be accountable to this site. I promise as I try my best as I can to blog how I honor God when it comes to my eating habits. This would be painful. I fear food most of the time, and it’s not good. It’s like a phobia of getting fat. but now, I realize, oh no, the scale doesn’t lie, the pants don’t fit, what’s happening now, I GAINED.
Sometimes, it’s better to lose everything to gain something more in the end. I feel that again and again God is pointing out here in this area of my life, that Number#1, He loves me no matter what figure you have, for He created me according to His image. Second, This body is not mine, it’s HIS. Third, Food is a grace from Him. and TOO MUCH is always Bad. Fourth and not the LEAST, “Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of GOD.” I have to fill myself with His Words. Not on food.
Down to the bottomline, This Gained that I have, and soon will be losing is a way of declaring that I honor God with my body, that I care about my health, that I should take good care of it.
AJA!!!
